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endorphins
pain
exhaustion
chasing this insane dream
perfection




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swim carn

swim carn today. for the first time (once again) i was not a competitor, but an official spectator! soaking up the atmosphere with ex-208ers. honestly, i never knew that sitting on the bleachers could be so hot, sweaty and exciting. i think i got high somewhere in the middle. when i started shouting very random things outloud and everyone around me started to pretend that they didn't know who i was. haha rather amusing. esp since i was practically in the middle of the middle. here are a few examples of what i shouted out:

"richard had a son!"
"eh richard! look at the sun!"
"richard rocks!"
"richard is a rock!"
"richard is rich!"
"richard is so nian (sticky)!"
"go richard!"
"-loud scream-"
"eh everyone! i know denise!"


hahah. many more. seriously, what was wrong with me?! haha. anw, after that i sort of burnt out. then resorted to being stoned and listening to nerissa's super interesting news. also played with nerissa's SUPER COOL! phone. started taking pictures of myself but failing miserably. the only good shot i got was when nerissa helped me to take a pic of me pretending to be "coy". HAHA. funny crap.

oh yeah, not to forget, pre-swim carn was spent standing outside the gate with wj, wenster and aj. ahaha. i miss fiel! so funky... aj was acting weird with her "OEI! mskong!". and wenster commented that i look like the kind of person who will be scandalous in jc. HAHAHA. who are we kidding man. i am scared to death of mosquitoes (looks at sy, wj and fx).

lotsa people associate swim carn and sports fest with their house winning champs. i used to do that too. but only recently did i realise how much MORE it is. it's about spending time with people from the same blue-tiful house, soaking up the sun and atmosphere and acting crazy. (you should have seen me traumatising the sec ones. mwahah) watching people swim was pretty interesting. haha. for once i wasn't rushing around to do the relays and all. intriguing. ahha on the other hand, i must publicly apologise to richardson for not signing up for events on time. because of me, i think you lost some points. haha maybe not much la. considering how slow i am. everywhere i went people were like "why aren't you swimming?" ahha. nice to know people notice me. oooh. i feel so noticed. like a notice board.

lastly, i shall end off with a random metaphor to describe the road outside my house. here it goes:
the road outside my house is like a dirty nose
people keep on digging it!


HAHAH. yeah lotsa construction works! okay school holidays coming up. not for long though. i already have a mini-study plan. ahha. but not sure if it'll materialise. esp factoring in the training sessions.. ooh how fun.

okay my body's in pain. hoorah for all those going to msia tmr. hm. i shall suffer in aroozoo.

and i don't know what to do; cos i'll never be with you.-james is blunt

[pat]* decided to runaway-.

it's the passion that drives you